I need to break out of my latest funk. Insomnia. So much difficulty getting to sleep at a decent hour. And I want to enjoy mornings again. I wish I could drink coffee without becoming addicted or making depression worse.

Oh, but I still reserve it as a once a week treat. Oh, those are some moments! Early in the morning, sipping a cup of joe and getting a decent - FOR A CHANGE - start to the day. Oh!

I have trouble sleeping because I become terribly anxious living in that house all by myself. I get lonely and scared. I wish I had someone I love to live with me. Not necessarily in the same bed, but at least in the same house, so I could go to them when I get scared.

I'm really just a little boy.